Erin!

Idk why but I’m feeling never good enough.

Lonely. It’s how I feel.

My sister and her bf are so damn cute.
I don’t care that they’re 17, I want them to stay together and get married. He’s such a good addition to our family

I’m going to sound like such a stupid girl for this

But today the cutest guy I work with was completely flirting with me. Needless to say, it was awesome and totally made my day! :) haha I’m so dumb for that but I don’t even care!
And on top of that while he was flirting with me my ex came into my work which boosted my confidence even more because I know I’m doing better.

My life is great right now! Great job, amazing friends, amazing family, I’m so close to graduation and lm going to college soon and I’ll be meeting more amazing people and living with friends :))

I’m so excited for prom it’s unreal

I’m really tired of being alone. It’s so boring and sad. I know that it’s not ideal considering I’ll be leaving for college in like three months but it just fucking sucks. The majority of my friends are in relationships, all three of my sisters have boys that they’re dating/talking to and it’s just a constant reminder that I’m alone have no one. I’m through the roof happy for my sisters and friends, I truly am because they all deserve the happiness that they’ve found with this other person. I just wish I could be in the same boat. I know I should just wait until college and I’ll hopefully find a guy there but waiting is hard :/
Lol I bet a million bucks no one read this, oh wellll felt nice to vent to myself.